Friday, 10 April 2015

An Amateur's Old Playlist


The music in your I-Pods or your cell phone playlists, brings so many neurons from your past! In mine, I have many punjabi movie songs worth doing Bhagda on :D And some of the greatest sensual types.Mainly because they were the songs which were great to sing and suited my voice. Irrespective of how the song's like, I loved them if they matched my throat. My partner in crime doesn't really comment on my choices in music. He has heard them so many times now after hating them, that he sings them with me :D *Tu Zaroori Sa Hai Mujhko..Zinda Rehne Ke Liye* :D

Back home, these singing sessions are hilarious when he deliberately takes out female voices and acts like a new hottie in town or the hero in love-dripping movies :D I love him. He makes me laugh my lungs out!! And somewhere in between it's like a real movie of a real life. I believe all of it and it gives me a chance to become an actress myself ;)

Well, I have been funny at instances too. Specially when high. Dancing to 'Coming Up Roses' was my latest dance number. :D I'm glad it isn't yet on Youtube :D. Else, I'd have to leave town and settle down somewhere in Himachal for peace. :P
After 'Bailando', I guess this hit has taken my foot to the dance floor, one after the other. And the second dancing number has to be 'No One Else Like You'. Oh it reminds me of Hugh Grant's music! 'Pop Goes My Heart' :D Christ!!!..It's a musical paradise!!
If ever I become a playback singer someday, I'd love to become the best! Once in a recoding studio after my chorus lines were over, the head of the studio said my voice loves Hollywood tracks. I'd like to try that once again. See if I still have the same love for music. ;)

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See you in the studio,
Diary Dear

Wednesday, 25 February 2015

Affection Minus Public Displays


I want to travel soon to some place far off. A place yet to be explored. Where I feel I can breathe the air with nothing burning in it. A place which comes close to my experience in Manali. A place where my SD card loses memory. A place where I can eat, sleep, talk and walk like it's my home. A place out of this distraction of ISIS, Oscars and World Cup. A place which makes me crave to write about itself till I get out of words.



Where rain looks like a hundred thousand rainbow droplets.


Where the waterfall passing by the next hill becomes my favorite spot on Earth.
Where there are great, homely people around me whom I can trust forever that they would appreciate love and its supersonic consequences. Where I can run free, dance and sing and hop on spring beds without the fear of someone eye-ing around. In a room lit with sunlight and moonlight whose windows have a panoramic view of greenery and the breeze is just right. And most of all I want to hold his hand all throughout. Because there is no journey which will be as exclusive as it becomes with him. Not many people get this.



Sometimes I feel sad for the people who cannot understand the need to love and be loved. That holding each others hands and eating in a plate is not a public display of affection. It's just affection minus the public display. Funnier part is, that people involved in it don't even realize it 100% of the time. Because when you fall for someone, no matter how self dependent you are, you love losing yourself and doing those little things you never did. Though it sounds extremely mushy because I am a cancerian, but it's exactly what's on the platter of the couples.


Ironically, if some married newbies do the same stuff with their not-so-social contributions and additions to social media, the society accepts it readily. I feel pity for the people who believe love is only true from the moment you get married. And sad because they've missed the chance to love their partners early enough. All I've learned is, falling in love is a taboo here and expressing it too. Two friends sitting across each other and kissing each other on the cheeks is acceptable, married couples doing it is ethical but lovers share no space! Maybe MARS is for us. Earth is getting shallower!

Although I do agree there's a limit to everything but until then, people need to think over and let alone the couples. I don't say all relationships work out but I don't even agree that they don't. Why not give it a chance and go for it? Why not lend a smile to them and not creepy stares aunties? Why not notice how much they love each other friends? Why not talk it out, fathers? They might end up on your terms to get married and get an official stamp and a license to express love. But before that, a learners' should be allotted. Right?



After falling in love I have started to appreciate people in the same worlds. It's always the feeling I can understand the best. No matter how many times I have to convince people, but I will. Because I want to go to that trip and to all the trips like that with him for the rest of my life without somebody stopping me and asking, 'Shaadi Ho Gayi Kya?'


See you...in the hills..
Diary Dear!

Tuesday, 4 November 2014

In Love with Manali


It was a long weekend of early October when we decided to visit Dharamshala. However, time was very generous upon us and we couldn't get the tickets instead we booked ourselves in Manali. Let me tell you one thing, I wanted to go to Manali since I was a small little girl wrapped up in red-white frocks and brown bellies and socks. I was never 'In' for Shimla for my Honeymoon as much as I was for Manali. And then when I grew up, I saw YJHD. Lolz. That made things more clearer to me. :D


Sorry for the last part, but I had to confess, I love the romantic bollywood cliches.

I had always visited the lower lands of Himachal with my family all throughout my childhood and a few years ahead of it. But then, I was too young to interpret the beauty of the hills, too young to realize the calmness in the rushing waters of the river, too young to experience risks of life from the cliffs,too young to wake up to the peaks of Himalayas! I was too young to believe I will ever visit someplace else other than Una, Chalet. This doesn't even count on Google Maps, does it?

But, I did. That too with the man I love. I loved Manali like anything. And I've even planned my next trip. Shhhh... This time I guess I will concentrate more on the photography because Manali is so damn beautiful you just can't leave the place without at leat 2000 photographs. That's the ideal place for photographers. It is actually a Heaven.


We reached with a lot of hassles but the journey was worth it. I couldn't sleep waiting for the mountains. And when I saw them, I couldn't sleep at all. I cannot forget the first look of the mountains with a little light of the sunrise. They looked like... your first love. They looked like your first kiss. They looked like your newborn baby!

They made me alive. I couldn't stop gaping and uttering WoW..Oh My God...Wowww....


The long, never ending, carved roads moving narrowly up and down the hills were a dream come true for riders.The offroad route was way too dangerous but was the best part of reaching Manali. We saw all angles of Himachal mountains. All the steeps and cuts. God's a marvellous architect I tell you. The Beas looked like a huge closet of accessories. A box of liquid diamonds. A sparkling neclace of jewels. It was prettier than that.


We even entered and took an exit from the Mandi Tunnel (or called the Aut Tunnel) of about 2.8-3.0 kms. Mind you it was an experience! We even got a few splashes of water by the mountain sides. Small arteries of Beas keep flowing out of the mountains all over Himachal. Don't worry, you won't miss it.



In no time we were in Kullu. And our journey slowed down since we were now a part of the city. It took a while to reach but we were finally there at around 5pm. Oh by the way, we boarded bus at 7pm the previous day. Almost a day long journey it was. It surely doesn't take that long but our drivers were first-timers. (Wasted hell of our time). Anyways, Aleo Left Bank was our destination. Though we were tired, yet I pulled his hands to walk till the hotel.



My good, that was a hell of a walk. The huge Deodars covering upo with a beautiful weather welcomed us. Yes, I will talk about the trekking we did on these roads. Uff. By the time we reached our Hotel, it was 5:30 and we surely would have been desperate to jump in our beds and get some sleep. But the magic of the Beas right across our "beautiful hotel room" took our tiredness away. We hot-showered and laid for a while absorbing the amazing journey we had and got ready to hit the (Mall) Road of Manali.


It was getting chilly so we had to take our winterwears out. Mall road was another trek. The same as any other Mall Roads of India but a bit more vibrant and hustled. It was Dussehra time and due to the extended weekend, it seemed like everybody in the world was inside Manali.Fun, it was! To me one minor drawback was the lack of ATMs in Manali. Around our place only two were there. Out of which one was always out-of-order while the other worked. So brace up to get into that line. But it wasn't that much of a problem.

We sat in our balconies at night talking about our journey, the hills, the place, the hotel and slept after a few drinks.

Day 2 was the most adventurous.
I opened my window and wiped the water droplets from the glass and saw the great Himalayan Peaks guarded by the clouds slowly. Oh what a sight! I fell in love with it. We ordered Bed-Coffee and were skeptical about if the manager will extend our stay for a day more. Finally after a bit of thoughtful drama the ball was in our court. He extended our stay and we headed to Solang Valley. Another marvel of nature.


The sight of the world from there was one of the brightest memories of that place with me.


I am sure you'd love it. Oh, I forgot to quote the 'paragliding' and 'paragliders' we saw right infront of our eyes. Scary but took us into the air! Ooohh!


That night we drank till we dropped and kept talking by the balcony about everything in life. I don't need to tell you how time stopped. Do I? I love him so much for everything.

On Day 3 we watched Haider in Piccadly Theatre before boarding the bus. The AC of the bus was super speedy mayn! I almost freezed. But the best thing on our journey back was the driver. A very aged and punctual man whose words were more funnier than any slapstick comedy! He was a Khadoos uncle but with a soft heart. Nariyal Head! :D He drove like it was a racing car and drank tea everytime we halted at any stop. Thankfully he didn't throw us and all passengers out for asking him to switch the AC on and Off all the time. Some of the college boys in the bus stole apples from another vehicle in a traffic jam. Dude that was hilarious.

I am very sorry to announce that we reached Delhi around 11 and Manali was again 600 kms far away. :( Anyhow, I thought of compiling everything somewhere to remind myself how splendid my trip was.

"Thank You sooooo Much Love for this trip. You don't know how much I loved it. I will always be thankful to you to book those tickets and coming up all the way only for me. My pre-honeymoon was out-of-this-world. ;) I love You, Thank You"

Muah!

Friday, 26 September 2014

4 Days and Diwali :)

Last Night I cooked a delicious Paneer ki Sabzi and Paranthas. Om Nom. I think it was yummmilicious! I've never cooked this good. Okay Okay. I have. But this was the best out of the rest 'Bests'. I wish I can have it again. Like Right Now!


It's Friday today. 4 Days to go.

We had our team lunch in the office today. Cholley Bhature for a change :D And the teaser  announcement of the Diwali Competition. Oooh...I am so excited and nervous, I want to know what it is. I wish somebody would actually tell me about it right away. I can't wait. I'm nervous about who will be my partner this time. Last time I was the luckiest to be paired with my love. FATE.


That's how our actual love story took a plunge...Remember???



How happy I was..I had started to have a super duper crush on him by then. I was so lucky the lottery chit had my name. We didn't win though but...it was a win-win the other way round :). I was gifted with a beautiful partner that day. I realized he was the one I can live with...all throughout my life.
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This time, I know, everyone will try that we don't make a pair. All Jealous and Biased and Unfair people.
"Haters are Gonna Hate Darling" :* ;)

Moreso, I am thinking..how will we be as professional rivals :D Oh Wait!... Who will be his partner? F*ck.
*PRAYERS*!!!
*Not a Bitch, Not a Dog* *I want him to win Lord.*

(Oh Shit, It Rhymed :D)

On the contrary this time, I am not at all concerned about if he gets a female colleague as a partner. I think in all these days with him, in all this while...I've left my past behind and have started to trust him more and our love in manifolds. I am stringed to him and his fate, and he is ; to mine. Okay? :)

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I Love You Darling.
See You later Diary Dear

Thursday, 25 September 2014

I Have You, I'm Perfect


Just wrote about Navratras. Oh how peaceful I was after it. Bluetooth effect between me and God. hein hein.

Seems like it's the last day of the week. Came so damn late to the office today because of the huge traffic jam. However, Love didn't lose temper. I felt so good. Mom wasn't feeling well in the morning. Got her medicated and am waiting for her to get well by the evening. Pray.
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These days I am dreaming of my dad. First one was when he agreed to my marriage, and second one was when he came back home. Strange. Anyways. My sister sent me pictures of her in my Saree. As always, she was looking pretty. I so loved her pictures. And I sent her mine in my new Kurta. Lolz. Girls Talk. You won't get it!
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We watched Gladiator last night, had pizzas and Calzone. Mmmmmmmm... By the way, too much bahar ka khana and a pause on my cravings now. I am cooking tonight. No Matter What. I am noticing how Love is helping me with my work more than our rest of the days. And how he finds 'Maida' ways to not to let me cook much. Buglu, I love you. And you'll have to have whatever I cook tonight :D. After the movie and the cuddles, Love watched his Brock and Kane while I watched him. Didn't realize when I slept with my lenses on. But I felt nice. Sleeping with his sight. Peaceful.

We have switched to healthy breakfast by the way; Cornflakes, milk and fruits and he's jogging every evening, I am eating something every 2-3 hours. In a nutshell, we are try our level best to be physically fit and fine..for each other.

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Waise I love him the way he is. And personally, he looks best even when he is in his shorts...anyways,

I have his beautiful heart, what more can I want from life? :)

Love You
Diary Dear

Monday, 15 September 2014

Because I'm Happy :)



(It might seem crazy what I'm about to say...)

He says nazar lagg jaati hai logon ki..so I am not writing about him and our story today :P. Instead I am travelling back in time to recollect my days I missed, by not blogging them down. Maybe, I just want to say... I am back!(Sunshine she's here, you can take a break!!)
Somebody influencial read my blog that evening and he was responsible for my hike. Do you know how does that feel when you write about someone and he/she reads it and turns out to be your Boss? Uhm...shit mayn! Wrong Strings. ;p (I'm a hot air balloon that could go to space)

Sadly, I decided not to write at all. I wasn't feeling good about something. Funny but...I wanted to stop...But, sometimes all you need is time. And time is time you know. It passes. :D And no matter what people say or think, you do what you think you should do! And I am doing the same.
(With the air, like I don't care baby by the way)

By the way, I got hiked, I can spend more now, save more now and I can gift him some more now :D Lols. I love blogging. I love talking. I love eating your heads till you stop saying stop.:p. So, here I go again :)

Because I'm Happy :P

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Last Sunday I wanted to have golgappas and chaat paapdi. So he took me to a place which could satisfy my cravings. God, it was HUGE mayn. Not the place, but the thing I ate. Thrice as much as my mouth is. A huge golgappa with lots of chaat-paapdi stuffed in it. I don't know why they called it Raj-Kachoori? And not paadi kachoori or gappa kachoori? or gol-paapdi? Whatever..that name is not suiting you Mr. Raj-whosoever you are! Hein.

Later on, dining at Andhra Bhavan became a task for me. Yet, who on this earth would want to skip anything on that plate. I tasted all. (12 dishes to be precise) Burp!

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I've somehow developed an addiction for movies. If I do not watch one in a day, I feel I have missed a huge chunk of motivation for the next dawn and he has shown me some real good horror flicks which have taken my screams out. So needless to say, I've developed a thing for Ghosts as well. I have a bad feeling...somebody is making me write all of this and he wants me to keep writing...and I can't stop... :0

hein hein hein!!!
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And P.S. Love,
"I love You the most today baby...I'll love you more tomorrow..and...even more thereafter"

 These are my lines! I'm an original.

Yes, from the clan of Vampires! I am an original :D

Muah Muah! (Sorry couldn't resist...you are looking sooo handsome!)


(Clap along if you feel like that's what you wanna do!!! :D)
 Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap :D

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Thanks Pharrell Buddy! :P

Happy to be back!
Diary Dear... :)

Friday, 29 August 2014

Just Another Day in GIFs ;p

No, I didn't sit on his chair to 'feel' him around, I didn't even walk into his cubicle today and steal his things! See how sensible have I become with time. Because...I have my new phone now! Bugging him just got easier :D



He's on leave today, sick leave. However, no rest is caressing his day. Since morning he is revolving around Banks to get hold of his debit card! I wish the IVR system had been a help! Sadly, Half of the day he was out of his home, with a screeching backache and rest of time flew like a feather!




I, on the other side of the world, had been busy! A lot Busy. :D 
I tried working for a while, but it did not work! So, the thought of getting my Spa Vouchers which I had won through a twitter contest, came with a breeze and flew me away! I was in a world of contests and tweets and facebook and whatsapps! Maybe, we all need a day out! Don't we? I was socializing, by the way. It's work. ;p




In here it's celebration times! Our head developer is a Daddy again so Rasgullas made their way to our stomachs, while a SEO Executive walked with her farewell card!! She was nice, whenever she talked and smiled. Rest of the days, she was a bit scary, silent and serious ;p She had a background customized Voice in my imaginations, I DON'T SMILE! 0.0





Thank God she started communicating in her last, past few working days, and laughed openly. Else the hauntings wouldn't have left my mind ;p

I'm exaggerating! ;p She is getting married, I hope she smile more after that :). Good Luck Lady!


My Rasgulla and samosa (Farewell Treat ;p) are saved for my man! ;) How can I not share it with him? Muah! I just love to see him when he eats something. That pure, serene look on his face, wins me over and over! I missed having lunch with him. Anyways, I am returning to him for dinner in a while to compensate :D




Oh By The Way, my brother offered me an opportunity to rule!
'Teri Zindagi Bhar Gulami Karunga, Mujhe Kishton Me Moto E Dilwa De'

He needs a Motto E in installments for which he is ready to become my slave for the rest of his life.
What do you think I did?

After getting so much from his side in past years, I thought of giving something in return. I offered him freedom. I said NO!




Don't worry, in two months, he probably earns more thousands than his age. He is 15, just in case you need to know!
So, no shitty-pity allowed! Puhleeez! And dare you call him cute, he'll slap you as well. *Warning*


Anyways,
I am waiting for my office hours to end so that I can rush back to my love and hug him tight!
Okay? :D



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Saw #The Fault in Our Stars last night, ended up weeping...snob snob...

Reviews?
Slow in the beginning but gets momentum and you delve easily into the story..Eulogy of both of them is Awesome. Does that make sense to you? Go, Watch It! I am a romantic, not a critic! :D




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I better hit the road now, its getting late..
I'll Party Party Party ;p


See you tomorrow,
Diary Dear! ;D